• Waning Moon
  • Moon in Gemini: All day
  • Moon Void of Course: No
  • Hidden 11:11 Star Gate
  • Hidden 6:6 Star Gate

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The Mercury North Node conjunction yesterday went a long way toward helping us comprehend just where the Worm Hole passage left us off, didn’t it? It’s still a matter of keeping our heads out of it, letting it all show up for us instead of trying to manufacture a mental structure out of the need for security, but it’s coming forth fast and furious now, and it’s breathtaking, to say the least.

I have never personally been in such a precarious position and been SO excited at the same time. Whatever appears wrong isn’t, and I know it, though I have yet to understand what’s right about it. It’s coming, that clarity, and I have never been more sure of anything in my life, though don’t ask me how I know. It’s as though I’m already there and it’s still in front of me at the same time.

There’s a certain new groundedness that was not there two days ago and it feels so good, even though it’s not familiar territory. It’s out there. WAY out there, but also DEEP in here, and it’s all the same thing and it’s all okay, because it’s so invigorating and full of new life. Yay.

Mercury North Node speaks to the new mentality and the ways in which we can operate at the higher mental level in this new order. It’s a Knowing. Intention, Crystal Clarity, Vision, they are all a part of it. That’s it, that’s all I can see without assigning some kind of definition to it. I want IT to tell me what it can be. And it will, as I allow it to.

We are in the Chiron station today too. Remember when Mars opposed Chiron a few weeks ago and brought the whole physical piece into view? Mars is still in Virgo and so Chiron rules, making the station (early tomorrow morning) very important and revelatory in its own way. Many phases are coming to a head, and new ones are beginning, and that means its reveal time.

Grab a front row seat and your popcorn.

Here is Ellias Lonsdale’s meditation for the Mercury North Node conjunction, reprinted with his permission from his book Star Sparks:

Scorpio 8: A retarded man with white hair, he has an angelic countenance.

”He doesn’t get it. He hasn’t been allowed to see what everybody else sees. This creates so many problems. There are gaps everywhere. He doesn’t know what anybody’s talking about really. Yet he must somehow.

He doesn’t assume what everybody does around here. He acts like he just came from the place of all beginnings.

The Holy Fool doesn’t like to be one. It seems like a very old simplistic place to hang out. Yet inside that multiple disguise, what is cooking here? What is working so deeply, so utterly?

It’s like he threw in the towel on the whole modern experiment somewhere along the line, and now he inherits from himself this peculiar legacy of being such an outsider that he’s a true insider.

What can he do with himself really? How can he even conceive of what is happening to him? Does it all feel overwhelmingly intense, or hardly intense at all?

Well, it’s like being thrown open to every state anybody could ever be in, but you are just visiting it, just seeing it, not quite tangled up there, yet somehow more involved, more passionately committed than anybody would be able to take if they knew. Let’s throw them off and keep it moving light and free all around us, and see how long we can stay anonymous, floating free, watery.

There are no options really. There are no [hidden] ways out. When you get in this deep, you really have to swim, and it’s a new kind of swimming. For you’re in with everybody, and you can feel the same edge in all of us. And you know you gotta carry it awhile. And you know it’s beautiful, it’s strange, and it’s needed.”


“It is a process of diverting one’s scattered forces into one powerful channel.”

– James Allen

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