Distilled Number of the day: 5 Number of the month: 10/1
These numbers are so forward strong I'm not sure I even need to write about them. A soft 7:7 Stargate, and an 11:12. I've been talking about 11:12 quite a bit this year. This 11:12 energizes the 7:7 Stargate, and on the last day of our '7' month, which is also the last day of the wormhole. Be prepared to adjust your calendars, stay hydrated, and have some time with nature. Today is a big one.
One of the most important things we can do today is hold space for what we want when we do not entertain outside "shoulds" This theme has come through several days in recent weeks - but we experience it differently as we progress through phases of change. When we have dissolved more old/false self and are more our new/true self, the practice of attuning to our desires, in the present, takes on NEW life.
This is a strong stargate for realizing the future physical result of what we most want to do in this life - which may or may not relate to temporal desires. This is not about proving ourselves, or disproving judgment of the past. We don't need to "make" something happen (though in this high voltage light it may feel like it). We move through this portal by agreeing to let the grandeur of our full power emerge. Without imposing the smaller past OR compromising for old world rules that we know have timed out…
There's increasing Light power flowing through our bodies, Crystalline Earth, and the Light Grid around the Earth. And while this is pure power, in order to stabilize in it, to we will want to ALREADY be in the habit of honoring true self - so that our true visions, desires, creativity is what's energized by the power surge. This is a responsibility we have to ourselves, the self that has had to wait to come to full potential, and to the collective, that waits for the gifts we bare when we do not hold back or pretend. The coming scale of power is something we would have backed off from previously, for fear of misuse. We can trust that this power is. LOVE.
The month is a '7', and this particular July (with the '3' of the year) is a '10' or '1'.
Unprecedented change is in the air...and in the water, ether, earth. In May we collectively (re)established a pure connection to deep primal earth. Post June Solstice, we began to use that stabilized connection, held mostly by feminine, to re-anchor masculine into deep earth. This is pushing masculine; human, body, soul, to open up where he has been closed, to be purified where he became stagnant from disallowing emotion… to retrace his steps back to where child wounds demanded ego replace spirit - for a watershed to commence. The long covered masculine wounds are being opened, drained, and cleansed of what caused them. This is personal/collective, painful, cathartic. The results are changing all life as we've known it. As masculine stabilizes in natural connection with earth, rebalancing with feminine, the two together can run Unified frequencies from the ground up.
This '7' month of Heaven on Earth, in our '12/3 year (Spiritual Creation in physical), takes us back through what needs revision, and further into future, now in paths of Unity.... inner duality moves towards Unity as outer polarity plays on repeat to find an end. All our parts are catching up to where we landed post Solstice, to remember their connection to Heart. All human everything must extend from, be part of Heart intelligence, and we are going through the steps towards living it.
Any place that has closed to Heart, in our systems, cultures, personal lives, across the globe, will be felt and seen more fully than before. We can know something conceptually for a long time without being moved to care. When things touch our Hearts, we cannot ignore them, and are inspired to change where we c/wouldn't before. Personally this means we can bring more of self into the Light realms, via Heart. In the collective we are/will see groups responding to things previously ignored, responding with action and openness, rather than recycling old scripts to preserve personna.
This month we initiate the sustainable, foundations of our Heaven on Earth, defined by fuller joy, pure intimacy with self and others, transcendental presence in the mundane. The tight corners of long time limitations will become physically unstuck. We can explore freedom territory that wasn't there before. We will reclaim pure desire, natural rhythms and intuitions that were covered by old programs.
We can use this month to explore new light routes for bringing our Joy into physical… which is how we learn the Unity foundations we're creating. These personal foundations of liberated Joy, are where we build New Earth.
Cosmic Numerology for the year 2019
This is a task, writing for a year which is New beyond what we've known. Our language, by design, works with previously established ideas. 2019, by design, takes us beyond what's been established. Hence our theme for the year, discovering and Creating beyond the limits we've known.
Its a 12/3 year and we have 12 months to explore New Creation potentials, each month, in a different way. We can see/feel progressions as more circular than linear now. Linear applies less and less all the "time". As we spiral up to the '12' level of Spiritual culmination, we work at the '3' level of Earth Creation. And the levels inform each other.
Here, '12' infuses '3' with Spiritual Maturity, with the High view of what Creation is for, how it actually works and serves. This refines the trajectory of Human Creation. We're accessing the vision to bring Human Creation back into alignment with Source Love.
This year infuses our Human/Soul desires with the pure Divine vision. Where we have been short sighted or one sided in Creating, we balance and expand. Last year's dual realm mastery work cleared space in our Human/Earth depths, brought back essential aspects of Soul, making us stable conduits for New Earth Light. To be steady through change going forward.
In 2019 we realize the power of our choice in new ways…. in the everyday. It is for us to choose, like never before, what reality we invest in. The one we invest in is the one that's (more) real. We've been working with this life principal for a while... now we demonstrate it with new power. We're no longer tasked with straddling lower and higher. This year we find bright polished Love that emboldens us to new roles. No longer interested in propping up what's failed… we let it time out. We see with fresh eyes where our energy investments do or don't Light up the New. Through the year, we draw on all that we mastered in 2018, honing our Creator abilities in every way… like the New frontier we came to be.
The "limits" in human/physical life that we assume will be there, loosen their grip through the year. Energy gives rise to matter…. our energy. This year we see in real time how our thoughts, feelings, desires, direct our reality of choice. The boundary between within and without dissolves.
Last year we moved through our depth shadow lands to ground our authority. This year we claim full ownership of all that we are, want, choose...to see it come alive around us, in real time.
As this new level Creating becomes real to our Human, it stirs a deep knowing/remembrance... that it's not that wild or strange. It's the experience of true Self and the Natural order of the Universe. We're just now coming back. I want to share something about the geometry I'm including, in line with what we're doing this year.
Aesthetically, I'm preferring digital sacred geometry. And doing it by hand is tedious. Because it needs to be so precise, imperfections are par. And tuning into the New year I wanted to use physical materials, have a slower Creative process. Leave space for it to be imperfect. What I found was surprise liberation in imperfection… a simple transcendence. Allowing what I don't like lights up and dissolves remaining judgment.
This is one of our features for 2019. The roots of separation based reality, ie fear and judgment, have been release. Our old human patterning won't vanish in a blink, but what held it in place is gone…. In that sense, we're complete. This geometry image isn't up to the standard of what I set out to do, and I share it in homage to all that we've liberated from.
On a more intentional note, for 2019, the triangle represents the '3' and our inner trinity, from which we practice Creating this year. The three triangles express the '9' of the year. each triangle is a 3, and there are 3 of them (3x3=9). The circle is the Unified '1'... our more complete center connecting us to the whole of Creation. The column through the middle is our vertical column connecting us from Cosmos to deep Earth... more substantial than ever. The column separates the '2' halves of the image. As the overall goal is bringing Source Light through to manifest in the dual realm.
Throughout this year, may we move with the fluid knowing that all is One. May we overflow with the Love of our inner trinity…. and proceed into New Creation as pillars of Love.